Hokkaido 17-25 December 2016 Trip
17 December 2016
Hubby catch me from BKP at 10.30pm. Set off to airport & fly off to Hokkaido via ANA then transit via ADO air.
18 December 2016
Reached at Hokkaido Mecure Hotel via airport bus from New Chitose Airport at 2pm. Our 1st meal at Ramen ally is Ramen with corn n porky. Took cab to eat Chacoal Grilled Porky rice set, it's so yummy ๐.
19 December 2016
Setting off to Otaru via Sapporo Station the take JR train, the scenery is so nice but so COLD & difficult to walk on the slippery cold icy path. Took a pic at the Otaru Canal. Had a very nice lunch, assorted Doburi rice bowl, so yummy & fresh. After lunch, we explore many shops that has super nice figurines, can't bring them all back though.
20 December 2016
Beef tongue rice set for lunch at Sapporo station. Totoro shop at Paseo Center; of cos everything is so beautiful & I have the luxury to touch everything & only bought some items. End the day with Samurai's pudding & Tako balls with cheese.
21 December 2016
We set off to Curb Market with FOC transport, bought some scallops & kelp. Night time shopping at "Li Xiao lu", nice pet shop, sneaking took pics of the cute dogs & cats while hubby gets his "time-out". Bought Timberland shoe X1 at ABC mart.
22 December 2016
It's snowing finally!!!
We went Animal Cafe at "็ธๅฐ่ทฏ" Sapporo; Sapporo City Central Ward, West 3, South 3,11 n-Messe Building, 4F. We are welcome by "Call Duck" at the door step. They have 4 owl (took pic with Spotted Owlet & Tawny Owl), 4 ๐ฐ rabbits, Hedgedog, 1 Bengal cat, colorful birds & snacks. Followed by going Chocolate Factory, we decorated 2 weird cookie & ended the day with chocolate ice-cream & drink and of course buying stuffs. Dinner at Soup Curry Garaku.
23 December 2016
Sapporo station shopping spree.
Kani- Shogan Sapporo Main branch to have a CRAB feast.
24 December 2016
Home sweet home! Stingy cat wanted to take free transport to Sapporo Station. Bought "Train to New Chitose Airport" tickets at 4.07pm then deposit Hubby at donut cafe while I go last burst shopping.
I meet hubby at 3.30pm to set off to the train station. To our horror... train out of service... I panic, checking one way ticket back to Singapore which cost $1K each at least if to fly on 25 December 2016. What we can do is to wait. Finally. .. I saw the screen saw "Train to New Chitose Airport" is back to service... me on ALERT MODE!!! Call out Hubby & grab our heavy luggage to "Cheong" up to the platform, so ๐ฅ๐ฃ๐ฐ. I drag the luggage up with all my monkey ๐ strength but so difficult. Finally, I give up & look for hubby help with the luggage. He helped me to drag the luggage up then I wait. Silly us, should have find a escalator for easy transport up our luggage. At last, we r at the platform then we find a good space so that we can squeeze ourself n luggage up the JR train. Yup... we definitely squeeze up & we r OTW to airport. When we reached airport... another horror... the Q is super super long & the proceed is so detail that took so so long. We r almost almost late for the flight. Murphy law... hubby lost his flight ticket while OTW to board the plane at the last last minute. He traced back the route we took to the boarding gate but cannot find. My heart is like racing so so fast & eyes popping out looking for him & the flight attendant to ask her wait for us. However, hubby can't find it ๐ข. We asked the flight attendant & she can reprint for US!!! WTF... haha ๐. OUR SUFFERING DID NOT END HERE!!! We waited for at least an hr before we took off to Tokyo airport to catch our connecting flight.
25 December 2016
Yes, we reach Tokyo airport then got 1 airport staff specially waited for the 8 of us to bring us to our connecting flight. Poor hubby, leg so so pain pain & still need to walk & even run for our flight. Luckily, we manage to be on time & even have 15mins really last last burst of fire before we board the plan to home sweet home. Heng ah!!! We saved $3K, so I am going to grab something in Singapore.
My hand so aching post dragging the luggage & leg so aching post "Cheong-ing". LOL ๐ ๐ ๐
REACHED AT 7AM in the morning. Merry Christmas ๐, best Christmas ๐ ๐ gift for 2016. We are totally shag.
Changed bedsheets, fast fast mop mop a bit then be pig.
In conclusion... thank you hubby for the full sponsorship to Hokkaido, I enjoyed very much myself. Looking forward to our next Hokkaido trip.
The unpacking process is damn tiring. My next Hokkaido list on must buy, must eat, must shop & must go if possible.
1. Dried & smoked scallops
2. Otaru
3. Sapporo station shopping
4. ็ธๅฐ่ทฏ
5. Soup curry, charcoal grilled pork & crab set meal
Monday, December 26, 2016
Thursday, December 8, 2016
Hi December 2016
Hi December 2016, nice to meet u, r u in the rush to end December & anxiously looking forward to meet January 2017?
U r asking how about me???
I am not really sure!!! Time seems to tick tock so quickly everyday, I doesn't seems to be able to gasp it well. Another 9days to go before I go on my last annual leave slot for year 2016. Meaning I am flying to Hokkaido for 8D 6N soon. I am indeed excited but also with mixed feeling. I am of course worried about my mom, whether my helper can handle my mom a not during this period of time and my that good for nothing brother if he will help to take care of his problems & my mom anot.
Wondering how to deal or understand human to human relationships. I wonder why my friendships all like so weak structures. Shipwreck is so common for me even though is don't have much ship investment. I do not have capital, time, love & skills to prevent the ship from wrecking. Some things are unpreventable. I will have to accept it gradually. Sometimes, I do not know the reasons or real reasons on why my shipwreck.
I have to learn to be happy alone.
Not everyone is destined to be happy with companies or the other way round. Till I figure it out one day. I will continue to learn.
Now I am sleepy n I need to sleep. Update another day
Sunday, November 20, 2016
Walla Hen's night on 19.11.16
After work, meet the gals for lunch at Carousel to celebrate Walla's Hen's night on 19.11.16. We then go to Orchard hotel for part 2 celebration. 3kids & 7 adults in a small having lots of fun, kids start with playing their new little toys then they targeted the adults. They play make up artists on the move. I am like a Geisha with the bright red lipstick & red blusher! So furni but scary. At 5pm, all left except the bride n the 3 of us to continue the fun. We went to somerset for bingsu, massage at Kenko then midnight show at Lido. During the movie, the bride's HP vibrate ... mom calling & she went out to answer then came back. Less than like 10mins after the bride is back, her phone rings again & she turned to me & say... my mom called, I gtg!!!!! What's?!!! I was like?!!! In a shock state, what does that mean? Bride going to answer the phone then come back? I turned to Regine & the movie one of lead say..."it's a mistake!!!" Followed by a sms in our Chat group, " my mom called, I gtg!" And the bride disappeared!!! No reply after we continue the chat. Anyway, we finished watching the movie "Dr Stranger". After the show ended, the 3 of us was in shock!! We become "Shelock Holmes" to analyze the who situation. So in the beginning, the bride don't have the intention to stay overnight with us cos she didn't bring her clothes. I felt cheated by her. If she doesn't want to stay overnight with us, she can always she say she is not interested or decline. Wasted my friend's hotel voucher. We ended up going back home via cab feeling fooled, shock & upset. I am going to re-evaluate our friendship. Going to give only market rate angbao. Angry.
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Belated Birthday ๐ 2016
Meet Mummy B, Kiddos C & D, my Lao BB Lim for dinner at Thomson Plaza on 23.10.16 at 5.30pm. The Peach Garden restaurant open at 6pm!!! Wahahah.... we had Peking duck, Yee Mee Duck noodle, silver fish, Kai Lan & Chysanthmun tea. Mummy B bought a Mango cake from four leave for me... the restaurant floor manager placed 4 bigs & 5 small candles on the cake & I was like ๐ I am not 45 y.o., I took out 1 big candle & then I am only 35 y.o.!!! Lol!!!
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Happy moments in October 2016!
Hubby asked me, why u always only blog sad & unhappy stuffs? Ask u to blog ur travel-log to remember the places we go but I never did it & then now everything forget when he asked me. Sometimes I even confused with the places I go. For example, HK vs Taipei, which place has temple.
15.10.16 Hubby decided to spend a 1K for our next hobby. .. cycling! Great, I get to chose the bicycle that I like with accessories. My new friend theme is black & white body, add on Pink water bottle holder & black/pink flash light for front & back. I was initially eyeing a 1 gear bicycle with 16inch wheels... hehe...
Hubby... we forget to take welfie with our new friends... Just do it the next time our friends meet okay. Nรฉed to make memories. Let's go take pics... like that time the Lumiere photography session... aiyo... I so many ideas, are you going crazy with my crazy ideas? Haha ๐
Let's plan, at least once a week cycling session at punggol park, eat dinner then go home. Let's start humbly, do less strenuous & stressful course then upgrade ourselves gradually. ECP every quarterly so that we can eat wanton mee after the session
We need to prepare unwanted clothes for cleaning purposes, need to get a big spreading on standby so as not to dirty our car seats. Let's plan when to upgrade our seats, more accessories & servicing. Hopefully we can do cycling til 60yrs old.
Thank you for getting this best gift for me. I wanted to buy u one. Hehe. ..
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
5th October 2016
Welcome to 5th October 2016. To me, it's the just the beginning of the worst day of the month. I felt like my back is being stab by my brother aka creditor from my previous life. My helper sms-ed to inform me that my brother is back in the morning. I pretended I don't know & call back home to verify. True enough, he is really back to Singapore. Mom asked him to speak to me over the phone, he hesitated for 30seconds before answering the phone. I told him, go and speak to Uncle 3 to discuss how to settle his shit then to call me. I did not receive his call, actually he did call me with his new contact no but I didn't want to answer any unfamiliar phone number.
When I came back after work, missed my Pilates last class because I am afraid he will run away again before I could speak to him. When I reached home, he is locked in his Harry Potter room that has magic on him. After my dinner, I knock his door twice but nil response. I called uncle 3 house & auntie 3 answered the call. She told me about brother debts amount & his intention to sell away this house. I am then how, knocked on his door like a bull to make he heard me. He then open his door, I told him, you go and call uncle 3 go downstairs talk. He doesn't give me the impression that he wants to repent! KNN, am I the one who is owning those Brainless creditors? Come on la, wake up your ideas la! !!
We meet at level 1 to talk things out. I asked him the exact amount, his reply was SGD 17K not rupiah okay. Uncle 3 asked, do u have 17K I felt angry, why should I pay 17K on his behalf? Sell the house then? So after the house, where do your mom stays? Ur uncle 3 house, they very clever say mom cannot get along with uncle 3. See.. see with your own eyes, hear with your own ears, they already know my mom is not a easy person to take care! Try 1 month & you will understand how helper and myself is going through. Auntie 3 asked me, "Do you have 17K?" I told straight to her face, even if I have why should I take out? Monopoly 17K, you want? I told her, I have my own house, stuffs to pay, maid expenses etc. Don't come and bull shit with me say u understand what I am going through( the hardship). Son is precious and daughter is waste money raising them? Luckily, I was borned as a girl so they didn't want to adopt me. You all only want a SON!!! So pathetic me! I can see she is not happy to see me say I don't have 17K. I am not the one who did this, hello, wake up your idea. If you all want to force me to the max, I rather go die! If one day, I can't think straight and commit suicide, u all no need to feel bad cos I don't want to live like this anymore. Still want face? Shhhh... don't say so loud, I am super pissed off, talk softly? You think ppl doesn't know? Please la, our flat in the whole estate is "famous for the wrong stuffs". Now, I helped him to pay 17K then more 17K to come? If I have 17K, I want to do things for myself not for him.
He listed all the creditors, underground loan and bank loan = 17K
The best thing is that short-lived, bloody hell ASSHOLE without brains, wish him be punished severely by LAW and nature. When die, HELL is reserved for u to serve your sentence and sins. U think u helping ppl? J-ASSHOLE stage everything to cheat my brain Brother. Loan $A amount, help u settle B loan then buy 2 way tickets to CHINA to work. Total cost -$2500.
When I came back after work, missed my Pilates last class because I am afraid he will run away again before I could speak to him. When I reached home, he is locked in his Harry Potter room that has magic on him. After my dinner, I knock his door twice but nil response. I called uncle 3 house & auntie 3 answered the call. She told me about brother debts amount & his intention to sell away this house. I am then how, knocked on his door like a bull to make he heard me. He then open his door, I told him, you go and call uncle 3 go downstairs talk. He doesn't give me the impression that he wants to repent! KNN, am I the one who is owning those Brainless creditors? Come on la, wake up your ideas la! !!
We meet at level 1 to talk things out. I asked him the exact amount, his reply was SGD 17K not rupiah okay. Uncle 3 asked, do u have 17K I felt angry, why should I pay 17K on his behalf? Sell the house then? So after the house, where do your mom stays? Ur uncle 3 house, they very clever say mom cannot get along with uncle 3. See.. see with your own eyes, hear with your own ears, they already know my mom is not a easy person to take care! Try 1 month & you will understand how helper and myself is going through. Auntie 3 asked me, "Do you have 17K?" I told straight to her face, even if I have why should I take out? Monopoly 17K, you want? I told her, I have my own house, stuffs to pay, maid expenses etc. Don't come and bull shit with me say u understand what I am going through( the hardship). Son is precious and daughter is waste money raising them? Luckily, I was borned as a girl so they didn't want to adopt me. You all only want a SON!!! So pathetic me! I can see she is not happy to see me say I don't have 17K. I am not the one who did this, hello, wake up your idea. If you all want to force me to the max, I rather go die! If one day, I can't think straight and commit suicide, u all no need to feel bad cos I don't want to live like this anymore. Still want face? Shhhh... don't say so loud, I am super pissed off, talk softly? You think ppl doesn't know? Please la, our flat in the whole estate is "famous for the wrong stuffs". Now, I helped him to pay 17K then more 17K to come? If I have 17K, I want to do things for myself not for him.
He listed all the creditors, underground loan and bank loan = 17K
The best thing is that short-lived, bloody hell ASSHOLE without brains, wish him be punished severely by LAW and nature. When die, HELL is reserved for u to serve your sentence and sins. U think u helping ppl? J-ASSHOLE stage everything to cheat my brain Brother. Loan $A amount, help u settle B loan then buy 2 way tickets to CHINA to work. Total cost -$2500.
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ๅฆๆๅฝ่ฟๆฏๅฆๆญค, ้ฃๅฐฑ่ฟๆ ทๅง!! ่ฎคๅฝๅง!!
Do u believe in predestined fate?
I believe whatever u r given or have is prestinated already! For example, u can't chose who to be ur parents/siblings/relatives but u can chose ur spouse, friends & animal(s) of ur choice but also pending if both of u have fate to be together.
I am going to be a heartless Sister from today onwards to see if the situations gets better or it will make things worse.
Finally, my clueless, heartless & "Siao tin tong aka half-boiled egg brother" send me 2 sms on who are the creditors & amount to pay. Subsequently, he call my HP and the screen reflected call made from China. BUT recntly he told me that he is in HK! WTF/WTH... what does this means? It means he is lying all along. Is it because he doesnt know the difference between China & HK. When I asked him when he is coming back home; he avoided the question by changing subjects.
U ruined ur own life & r u trying to ruin ours as well? U didn't give birth to me, u have no right to take my life like this. Now I wish I am a Tekwando black belt monkey to kick his ass & protect myself again the bad.
When I was playing my current favourite on iPad, it makes me feel - 1. One wrong step can cause u misery or game over in the game. We r not in others shoes when things happen, so we can't comment.
Sleepy liao... bb
Do u believe in predestined fate?
I believe whatever u r given or have is prestinated already! For example, u can't chose who to be ur parents/siblings/relatives but u can chose ur spouse, friends & animal(s) of ur choice but also pending if both of u have fate to be together.
I am going to be a heartless Sister from today onwards to see if the situations gets better or it will make things worse.
Finally, my clueless, heartless & "Siao tin tong aka half-boiled egg brother" send me 2 sms on who are the creditors & amount to pay. Subsequently, he call my HP and the screen reflected call made from China. BUT recntly he told me that he is in HK! WTF/WTH... what does this means? It means he is lying all along. Is it because he doesnt know the difference between China & HK. When I asked him when he is coming back home; he avoided the question by changing subjects.
U ruined ur own life & r u trying to ruin ours as well? U didn't give birth to me, u have no right to take my life like this. Now I wish I am a Tekwando black belt monkey to kick his ass & protect myself again the bad.
When I was playing my current favourite on iPad, it makes me feel - 1. One wrong step can cause u misery or game over in the game. We r not in others shoes when things happen, so we can't comment.
Sleepy liao... bb
Sunday, October 2, 2016
My 2nd last AL slot in September 2016
26 September- 2nd October 2016
My 2nd last slot in September 2016, oh well... r u interested to know how I spent it? Haha ๐. .. I am sure nobody bothers, I only want to blog it to remember it.
26-9-16 - D1
Stayed home in the morning, Sandar went to BKP NTUC to do some groceries shopping. After lunch, Sandar went to Pennisula Plaza to send $. I went to NHCS to collect ZOO PASS for 26-28.9.16. Then rush to BBDC for FTT practice at 4plus followed by practical Practice at 5.10-6.50pm. Clever me went to Causeway point to get a fan for Sandar but the knob does not match!!! Arggrr... so angry, wanted to save $ by taking bus home. Did not save $ cos I bought McSpicy meal & I didn't finish all. Waste $.
27.9.16 - D2
BBDC FTT Practice at 8.25am, followed by Practical Practice at 9.20-11am. Came back for lunch. Waited for NTUC delivery 10am-2pm, it came at 1pm. Set off to Singapore Zoo at 1.30pm, we stayed there till 5pm & packed KFC for mom & Sandar for dinner. Took cab home, showered then set off to Suntec Pasarbella for BD dinner with buddies & dessert at Cedele. A surprise news, WATI is getting married in December 2016!!!
28.9.16 - D3
I am officially 36y.o. today!!! Hubby pick me up at about 11am with Daisy ๐ผ ๐ผ ๐ผ flower, we went to Cathy for "Maki-san" lunch, followed by Cathoholic Cafe. Bought another friend - Grey2 & a cup, OMG!!! I am not supposed to get another friend cos no space!!! Watched a movie - Magnificent 7 then home sweet home.
29.9.16 - D4
Hubby got a important morning date so I waited at home. We went to Old Airport Road hawker Centre as per my request to eat kuek Chay, rojak & hokkien mee. Then we pick Mom & Sandar, went to causeway point to service the fan followed by NUH Ortho appointment. Decision made to delay op for now. Hubby send us back home & he needed times out. Asked Sandar to buy dinner. Went to BBDC to do my 6th Practical practice at 7.20-9pm, siao me... took Grabcar to BBDC at $8.
30.9.16 - D5
Last day of AL!!! Went for facial at TPY at 2-4plus. Went to Bugis to pray then meet Pris for dinner at TCC @ 50% discount- ate my favourite baby crayfish salad, seafood aglio olio pasta, mushroom soup & lemon ginger tea.
1.10.16 -DO
Went to Bugis to pray in the morning. Hubby pick me up at 11am to head to Grand Hyatt for staycation 2D1N. Had "Rabbit ๐ฐ restaurant" lunch. Nua-ing in the upgrade room is shiok then we went to the swimming pool to exercise abit. Our dinner is at a quite place at level 21.
2.10.16 -DO
Okay, for real ... I need to work on 3.10.16 le!!! I am going crazy, in denial state/stage & panic mode is activated! Lunch at Far East Plaza Chicken rice.
Thank you Hubby for taking AL on 28 & 29.9.16 to keep me company.
Already 1 month since the day Brother ran away from home. The frequency of brother's call is lesser, I only hope for the best outcome & I hope to be at peace! Have been feeling lost, frustrated, scared & fear for the past 1 month. Now, all I could do is to find inner peace, seek help from hubby whenever needed. What will happen in future, nobody can predict so I will try to take one step at all time to prevent myself being doing silly things.
My 2nd last slot in September 2016, oh well... r u interested to know how I spent it? Haha ๐. .. I am sure nobody bothers, I only want to blog it to remember it.
26-9-16 - D1
Stayed home in the morning, Sandar went to BKP NTUC to do some groceries shopping. After lunch, Sandar went to Pennisula Plaza to send $. I went to NHCS to collect ZOO PASS for 26-28.9.16. Then rush to BBDC for FTT practice at 4plus followed by practical Practice at 5.10-6.50pm. Clever me went to Causeway point to get a fan for Sandar but the knob does not match!!! Arggrr... so angry, wanted to save $ by taking bus home. Did not save $ cos I bought McSpicy meal & I didn't finish all. Waste $.
27.9.16 - D2
BBDC FTT Practice at 8.25am, followed by Practical Practice at 9.20-11am. Came back for lunch. Waited for NTUC delivery 10am-2pm, it came at 1pm. Set off to Singapore Zoo at 1.30pm, we stayed there till 5pm & packed KFC for mom & Sandar for dinner. Took cab home, showered then set off to Suntec Pasarbella for BD dinner with buddies & dessert at Cedele. A surprise news, WATI is getting married in December 2016!!!
28.9.16 - D3
I am officially 36y.o. today!!! Hubby pick me up at about 11am with Daisy ๐ผ ๐ผ ๐ผ flower, we went to Cathy for "Maki-san" lunch, followed by Cathoholic Cafe. Bought another friend - Grey2 & a cup, OMG!!! I am not supposed to get another friend cos no space!!! Watched a movie - Magnificent 7 then home sweet home.
29.9.16 - D4
Hubby got a important morning date so I waited at home. We went to Old Airport Road hawker Centre as per my request to eat kuek Chay, rojak & hokkien mee. Then we pick Mom & Sandar, went to causeway point to service the fan followed by NUH Ortho appointment. Decision made to delay op for now. Hubby send us back home & he needed times out. Asked Sandar to buy dinner. Went to BBDC to do my 6th Practical practice at 7.20-9pm, siao me... took Grabcar to BBDC at $8.
30.9.16 - D5
Last day of AL!!! Went for facial at TPY at 2-4plus. Went to Bugis to pray then meet Pris for dinner at TCC @ 50% discount- ate my favourite baby crayfish salad, seafood aglio olio pasta, mushroom soup & lemon ginger tea.
1.10.16 -DO
Went to Bugis to pray in the morning. Hubby pick me up at 11am to head to Grand Hyatt for staycation 2D1N. Had "Rabbit ๐ฐ restaurant" lunch. Nua-ing in the upgrade room is shiok then we went to the swimming pool to exercise abit. Our dinner is at a quite place at level 21.
2.10.16 -DO
Okay, for real ... I need to work on 3.10.16 le!!! I am going crazy, in denial state/stage & panic mode is activated! Lunch at Far East Plaza Chicken rice.
Thank you Hubby for taking AL on 28 & 29.9.16 to keep me company.
Already 1 month since the day Brother ran away from home. The frequency of brother's call is lesser, I only hope for the best outcome & I hope to be at peace! Have been feeling lost, frustrated, scared & fear for the past 1 month. Now, all I could do is to find inner peace, seek help from hubby whenever needed. What will happen in future, nobody can predict so I will try to take one step at all time to prevent myself being doing silly things.
Tuesday, September 20, 2016
Happy birthday to ME!
Today is my lunar Birthday on 20.9.16! Happy Lunar Birthday to myself!
Make 3 wishes ... 1) Wish whatever loans that brother is taking can be settle soon & then I do no need to live in fear & unknown. 2) Wish all my family members which include Mom, Hubby, Me, brother, in-laws, uncles & aunties, friends which includes Bel, Pigsy & family members be healthy, happy & lesser worries! 3) It's a secret!
Life is hard for me but I am still a lucky ๐ terrific terror!
Make 3 wishes ... 1) Wish whatever loans that brother is taking can be settle soon & then I do no need to live in fear & unknown. 2) Wish all my family members which include Mom, Hubby, Me, brother, in-laws, uncles & aunties, friends which includes Bel, Pigsy & family members be healthy, happy & lesser worries! 3) It's a secret!
Life is hard for me but I am still a lucky ๐ terrific terror!
Saturday, September 17, 2016
Helo September 2016
Helo September 2016!!!
Time is running fast, today is already mid- September?!!!
Since 3.9.16, I am living with fear & unknown since the day my brother ran away from home & left Singapore; leaving all his problems behind. Don't he worry about us and if there is any possibilities that his debtors will harm us? There are many haunting calls & sms from the debtors made to my home & my handphone is making me emotional upset. I do not know how to handle such situations, never thought this will happen to us. Then one day, a EVIL IDIOTIC AH LONG called me & shouted at me. After that, I was too gullible to transfer $ to one of the debtors. I CURSE that person severely silently via my secret diary. Not being able to confide in LC about what happened, i received firm scolding & warning. I was still able laugh to try to smoke my way through. For real, common sense can't be taught. STUPIDITY is like HF, a long term medical condition that can't be cure with medications. Medications only helped to maintain the condtions. I was not able to able to process my thoughts rationally once someone threatens to do something evil to me. Damn scary cat! For now, I can only take one step at a time to see how this matter can resolve and seek advice my advisor LC. Once matters are more settle down, I want to change my HP & house phone contact number.
Sometimes, I wonder how long can I endure this type of situation. What is most extreme actions I will take to end all this nonsense? Is EOL a solution? I was wondering how long, how much things they have endure or been through before they do something silly to end their own life? How much courage must they muster before they chose to leave everything behind before they plan to die? Did they ever seek help? What are their fears before they gasp for their last breath? Do they have any regrets for taking such extreme actions? Did they spare a thoughts for their loved ones? Did they think where will they go after they die? Did they prepare the amount of $ for the family to do the last ritual for them? If anyone wants to die, please prepare cash at least 10K to have a simple last goodbye. Don't they know, if they die, everything is meaningless for them. No more wonderful food, no more wonderful ppl with u anymore, no more NICIs soft toys, not been able irritate ppl that u LOVED, no need to sleep but at least no need to work anymore!!! Lol ๐
Please let me have a peaceful birthday 2016.
Ai koon liao bui tahan...
Time is running fast, today is already mid- September?!!!
Since 3.9.16, I am living with fear & unknown since the day my brother ran away from home & left Singapore; leaving all his problems behind. Don't he worry about us and if there is any possibilities that his debtors will harm us? There are many haunting calls & sms from the debtors made to my home & my handphone is making me emotional upset. I do not know how to handle such situations, never thought this will happen to us. Then one day, a EVIL IDIOTIC AH LONG called me & shouted at me. After that, I was too gullible to transfer $ to one of the debtors. I CURSE that person severely silently via my secret diary. Not being able to confide in LC about what happened, i received firm scolding & warning. I was still able laugh to try to smoke my way through. For real, common sense can't be taught. STUPIDITY is like HF, a long term medical condition that can't be cure with medications. Medications only helped to maintain the condtions. I was not able to able to process my thoughts rationally once someone threatens to do something evil to me. Damn scary cat! For now, I can only take one step at a time to see how this matter can resolve and seek advice my advisor LC. Once matters are more settle down, I want to change my HP & house phone contact number.
Sometimes, I wonder how long can I endure this type of situation. What is most extreme actions I will take to end all this nonsense? Is EOL a solution? I was wondering how long, how much things they have endure or been through before they do something silly to end their own life? How much courage must they muster before they chose to leave everything behind before they plan to die? Did they ever seek help? What are their fears before they gasp for their last breath? Do they have any regrets for taking such extreme actions? Did they spare a thoughts for their loved ones? Did they think where will they go after they die? Did they prepare the amount of $ for the family to do the last ritual for them? If anyone wants to die, please prepare cash at least 10K to have a simple last goodbye. Don't they know, if they die, everything is meaningless for them. No more wonderful food, no more wonderful ppl with u anymore, no more NICIs soft toys, not been able irritate ppl that u LOVED, no need to sleep but at least no need to work anymore!!! Lol ๐
Please let me have a peaceful birthday 2016.
Ai koon liao bui tahan...
Sunday, September 4, 2016
Hello September 2016
Hello September 2016!!! U finally arrived, I have been looking forward to see u but when u arrived, u also bring along disappointment. Indeed, u did it again!!!
2.9.16 disappointment 1- brother say he is going to China to work?!!! WTF?!!!
3.9.16 disappointment 2- brother really fly to China!!! Wahahha
However, recovered hubby via SURPRISE.com - First, he brings me go ECP for breakfast at Coffee Bean. I had Salmon Bagel with cream cheese & a cup of soothing hot tea. Hubby ordered strawberry waffles with 2 scoops of yogurt. I loved it & I am thinking about it now. When can I go again ah? Hehe... Followed by Suntec adventure - watch "Train to Busan" at GV, then dinner at Kohaku but also wanted to vomit after meal, probably too oily. End the day with Green tea Vitagen.
4.9.16 My First Practical Driving lesson at BBDC at 7.30am at area A, car 111. Did my instructor also faint or wanted to vomit blood? Hahaha. ..
2.9.16 disappointment 1- brother say he is going to China to work?!!! WTF?!!!
3.9.16 disappointment 2- brother really fly to China!!! Wahahha
However, recovered hubby via SURPRISE.com - First, he brings me go ECP for breakfast at Coffee Bean. I had Salmon Bagel with cream cheese & a cup of soothing hot tea. Hubby ordered strawberry waffles with 2 scoops of yogurt. I loved it & I am thinking about it now. When can I go again ah? Hehe... Followed by Suntec adventure - watch "Train to Busan" at GV, then dinner at Kohaku but also wanted to vomit after meal, probably too oily. End the day with Green tea Vitagen.
4.9.16 My First Practical Driving lesson at BBDC at 7.30am at area A, car 111. Did my instructor also faint or wanted to vomit blood? Hahaha. ..
Friday, August 19, 2016
Silly goose VS Scary cat ๐ป VS Cry baby VS I am nothing
Am I a scary cat or cry baby? U shall be the judge yourself after u have read my blog.
Round 1 (Silly)
2.8.16- My classmate D approached me via sms to help her by taking over her journal presentation on 18.8.16 as she was scheduled for a course that crashes with the presentation. She tried to ask everyone from the next month till end of the year but they are unable to. Sister Y ask her to check with the staff that are rotated next year to see if they can help.. I said I am not confident if I can find & prepare within a short time frame. Silliest me said yes cos she said there is no one whom she can change with. Why me? I only ask that question when I say OK to her & I have only 16 days to prepare!!!
Round 2 (Scary)
Was trying to prepare after I have chosen a journal as I am not confident or rather not that interested with the journal my classmate D offered me. 16 days to prepare a journal presentation was rather not that enough time for me cos I am a slowbie & sudden. Anyway, have to do it! 16.8.16 Approached R for help to interpret some of the items in the journal that I have chosen. Advised given by APNi R was not to present things I not confident. 17.8.16 - Saw Sister Y, asked her for mercy on 18.8.16. And then finally, 18.8.16 Thursday came & I got to present whatever I have on hand. Managed to fake through my presentation.
Round 3 (Cry)
Was doing follow up call in the morning before I go clinic but all 3 patients did not answer the call. Then at 11.55am, I received a call from the 3rd patient and after I greeted he hang up the phone. I realized is the 3rd patient that I have called & I quickly call back. It started off well until I ask him how much water he is taking & he say he drink whenever needed. My responsibility button was pushed... Uncle T, u know ur medical conditions & I am sure the nursed & Dr's have emphasize the importance of fluid restrictions. Then he said. .. "sorry to interrupt & he started to comment that the Dr did not show & explain the findings of Angiography & TTE performed on him. And he started to compare the treatment given to him many years ago in US. I don't know which smart aleck change my insulin dosing, now I am regulating my insulin dose & I checked my H/C TDS... blah blah blah... I was like excuse me, I am the Dr who did u medications adjustment, u should have discuss & make request during ur stay. He even asked me, I am not making things difficult for u, am I? Suddenly, 7th month error happen, the line was cut off & as usual I was saying hello...hello... & waited for the other party to respond. Eventually the line was cut off. In less than 30seconds, he called & asked me Y I cut off the line??!!! I told him, I did not though my heart was thinking please end this call ASAP. He said harshly to me- u r like a recording machine, dictating whatever is needed, if u do not have the answers to my questions then Y u waste ur time to call me? Tears is in eyes, waiting to roll down, my voice was choked & I have to apologize for making his day bad. Immediately after I put down the call, I can't control my tears, I cried & walked straight to the toilet & cried! Why do I have to endure such nonsense? I am just doing my job, hoping to five my patients advice via phone to prevent admission. I felt relieved after I cried but at peace cos I felt I did nothing wrong except picking up or even thinking of calling him. Throughout the conversation, he just blah blah blah all his thoughts but did not give me chance to interrupt. Another lesson learned through today's experience. I am lack of organising whatever I want to say, people can't understand my intention even if it's good or bad. Even though crying infront of my colleagues showed my weakness but I can't care that much. Thank you Uncle T for helping me to relief my stress that was bottled up for some time. I am like a soda, if u shake too much, I will spill.
Thank you my little ๅฐๆ ไบบ C for visiting me & to cheer me up on this gloomy TGIF.
Round 4
I am nothing at all.
In this world, ้ปๅ้ป, ๆถๅฟๅๅฝ้ๆถ, ไฝ ไนๅช่ฝไฝๅคด, people will bully the weak to aid them climb higher. I thought I could have friends & colleagues who will help each other but I am begining to doubt if this type of situations do exit? Do u that feel that I am a potential threat to u? Actually nobody will feel that I am a threat to them by analyzing me. I am nothing. All I want is peace, world peace, do whatever I can within my limits. Is this my destiny - very few family or friends support at home & at work? Or simply my retribution? I am sadden by ur actions at times. I should reflect my part 1st & what I am lacking of? El
At work, u really need to learn up everything, all rounder so that nobody can bully u. Why did u bang the table when it's my 1st time? Don't u have 1st time? It's your job scope & my job scope is not to do ur job. Felt so bullied! I will gradually learn up. U may have many chance to bully me but eventually ur chances will decrease.
I am not worthless but I am priceless. If u can't appreciate who I am then be impartial at work, don't vent ur frustrations on me even if I did not do it properly cos I did not go through the same training or routine as u did. Probably we just not fated to work together. Yes, u did successfully affect me with ur actions & I am indeed very upset with u & definitely myself for being so incompetent & need to rely on u.
When ur husband is sick, stressed, full of challenges ahead... what I can do is to be quiet & enjoy my own time. Sorry, I can't do much for you when u sick but being independent is what I can do for u. Get well soon & smooth work flow.
Round 5 (Sick)
August- I already took 2 days of MC! Last week, I felt sick suddenly & vomited my $5 worth of silly porridge with side dishes. This week I am sick again, coughing.
Sometimes, I wonder if they meant what they say?
Ms P saw me one day, she said to me, u took 2 days of MC this month. I replied yes, I was not well,down with viral. Ms P then asked, Y my colleague is wearing mask, did u spread to the office? I just keep quiet cos who am I to comment Y my colleague wear mask? Being sick is not my intention also! I can't feel ur care & concern instead I feel u r like doubting my character or doubting the Dr who diagnose me? To be honest, I hate to pretend that I can't care much what u have said. Without me in the team, they can still work perfectly also. I hope I just misunderstood ur good intention.
Please don't make me suffer if I need to go & submit my IC forever. I have nothing to worry when I die. My mom still has a son. My husband still has his work & game.
Hope everyone is blessed with good health.
Round 6 (PM)
I have a pig & monkey whom I can disturb still. Haha ๐
Thank you.
Yeah!!! LCW WON again LD. Both players r great sport men but I wanted LCW to win. So HAPPY FOR HIM.
Time to stop, time to rest & get better.
Round 1 (Silly)
2.8.16- My classmate D approached me via sms to help her by taking over her journal presentation on 18.8.16 as she was scheduled for a course that crashes with the presentation. She tried to ask everyone from the next month till end of the year but they are unable to. Sister Y ask her to check with the staff that are rotated next year to see if they can help.. I said I am not confident if I can find & prepare within a short time frame. Silliest me said yes cos she said there is no one whom she can change with. Why me? I only ask that question when I say OK to her & I have only 16 days to prepare!!!
Round 2 (Scary)
Was trying to prepare after I have chosen a journal as I am not confident or rather not that interested with the journal my classmate D offered me. 16 days to prepare a journal presentation was rather not that enough time for me cos I am a slowbie & sudden. Anyway, have to do it! 16.8.16 Approached R for help to interpret some of the items in the journal that I have chosen. Advised given by APNi R was not to present things I not confident. 17.8.16 - Saw Sister Y, asked her for mercy on 18.8.16. And then finally, 18.8.16 Thursday came & I got to present whatever I have on hand. Managed to fake through my presentation.
Round 3 (Cry)
Was doing follow up call in the morning before I go clinic but all 3 patients did not answer the call. Then at 11.55am, I received a call from the 3rd patient and after I greeted he hang up the phone. I realized is the 3rd patient that I have called & I quickly call back. It started off well until I ask him how much water he is taking & he say he drink whenever needed. My responsibility button was pushed... Uncle T, u know ur medical conditions & I am sure the nursed & Dr's have emphasize the importance of fluid restrictions. Then he said. .. "sorry to interrupt & he started to comment that the Dr did not show & explain the findings of Angiography & TTE performed on him. And he started to compare the treatment given to him many years ago in US. I don't know which smart aleck change my insulin dosing, now I am regulating my insulin dose & I checked my H/C TDS... blah blah blah... I was like excuse me, I am the Dr who did u medications adjustment, u should have discuss & make request during ur stay. He even asked me, I am not making things difficult for u, am I? Suddenly, 7th month error happen, the line was cut off & as usual I was saying hello...hello... & waited for the other party to respond. Eventually the line was cut off. In less than 30seconds, he called & asked me Y I cut off the line??!!! I told him, I did not though my heart was thinking please end this call ASAP. He said harshly to me- u r like a recording machine, dictating whatever is needed, if u do not have the answers to my questions then Y u waste ur time to call me? Tears is in eyes, waiting to roll down, my voice was choked & I have to apologize for making his day bad. Immediately after I put down the call, I can't control my tears, I cried & walked straight to the toilet & cried! Why do I have to endure such nonsense? I am just doing my job, hoping to five my patients advice via phone to prevent admission. I felt relieved after I cried but at peace cos I felt I did nothing wrong except picking up or even thinking of calling him. Throughout the conversation, he just blah blah blah all his thoughts but did not give me chance to interrupt. Another lesson learned through today's experience. I am lack of organising whatever I want to say, people can't understand my intention even if it's good or bad. Even though crying infront of my colleagues showed my weakness but I can't care that much. Thank you Uncle T for helping me to relief my stress that was bottled up for some time. I am like a soda, if u shake too much, I will spill.
Thank you my little ๅฐๆ ไบบ C for visiting me & to cheer me up on this gloomy TGIF.
Round 4
I am nothing at all.
In this world, ้ปๅ้ป, ๆถๅฟๅๅฝ้ๆถ, ไฝ ไนๅช่ฝไฝๅคด, people will bully the weak to aid them climb higher. I thought I could have friends & colleagues who will help each other but I am begining to doubt if this type of situations do exit? Do u that feel that I am a potential threat to u? Actually nobody will feel that I am a threat to them by analyzing me. I am nothing. All I want is peace, world peace, do whatever I can within my limits. Is this my destiny - very few family or friends support at home & at work? Or simply my retribution? I am sadden by ur actions at times. I should reflect my part 1st & what I am lacking of? El
At work, u really need to learn up everything, all rounder so that nobody can bully u. Why did u bang the table when it's my 1st time? Don't u have 1st time? It's your job scope & my job scope is not to do ur job. Felt so bullied! I will gradually learn up. U may have many chance to bully me but eventually ur chances will decrease.
I am not worthless but I am priceless. If u can't appreciate who I am then be impartial at work, don't vent ur frustrations on me even if I did not do it properly cos I did not go through the same training or routine as u did. Probably we just not fated to work together. Yes, u did successfully affect me with ur actions & I am indeed very upset with u & definitely myself for being so incompetent & need to rely on u.
When ur husband is sick, stressed, full of challenges ahead... what I can do is to be quiet & enjoy my own time. Sorry, I can't do much for you when u sick but being independent is what I can do for u. Get well soon & smooth work flow.
Round 5 (Sick)
August- I already took 2 days of MC! Last week, I felt sick suddenly & vomited my $5 worth of silly porridge with side dishes. This week I am sick again, coughing.
Sometimes, I wonder if they meant what they say?
Ms P saw me one day, she said to me, u took 2 days of MC this month. I replied yes, I was not well,down with viral. Ms P then asked, Y my colleague is wearing mask, did u spread to the office? I just keep quiet cos who am I to comment Y my colleague wear mask? Being sick is not my intention also! I can't feel ur care & concern instead I feel u r like doubting my character or doubting the Dr who diagnose me? To be honest, I hate to pretend that I can't care much what u have said. Without me in the team, they can still work perfectly also. I hope I just misunderstood ur good intention.
Please don't make me suffer if I need to go & submit my IC forever. I have nothing to worry when I die. My mom still has a son. My husband still has his work & game.
Hope everyone is blessed with good health.
Round 6 (PM)
I have a pig & monkey whom I can disturb still. Haha ๐
Thank you.
Yeah!!! LCW WON again LD. Both players r great sport men but I wanted LCW to win. So HAPPY FOR HIM.
Time to stop, time to rest & get better.
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
Happy Birthday
Happy 51th Birthday SINGAPORE on 9.8.2016!!!
Celebrating Singapore 51th Birthday at home via watching TV- impressive Olympics games, National Day Parade is a MUST SEE, eat- Fish porridge, fried chicken wings, potato croquettes & SLEEP ๐ด!!!
Boring!!! Haha ๐
PH is ending...
Wishing Singapore- A prosperity, happiness & love love love Singapore!!!
Celebrating Singapore 51th Birthday at home via watching TV- impressive Olympics games, National Day Parade is a MUST SEE, eat- Fish porridge, fried chicken wings, potato croquettes & SLEEP ๐ด!!!
Boring!!! Haha ๐
PH is ending...
Wishing Singapore- A prosperity, happiness & love love love Singapore!!!
Sunday, July 17, 2016
Project Groom Over 16.7.2016
It's been a long time since I last blog cos I am too busy & lazy!
1/10 part of the requirement of PPA aka Personal Performance Appraisal is Volunteering work! Are you thinking WTH? This year, I took part in Singhealth Project groom over after some ups & downs during the enrolment. First, I was add in member as my monkey friend thought she needed 8 pax per group, however in actual fact, she only need 7 pax so I was rejected. Then she got dropout in her group due to work commitment so I was once again approached by my monkey friend & I say YES!!
Finally, the day came & I wasn't too prepared but luckily I bring my long glove.
When I reached the house that we are going to work on that day .. my monkey ๐ nose smelled pungent "cat shit or stale blood like mensus or dead cat" when I knocked on the door from outside!! Wild thoughts came to my monkey brain & I told myself I might be wrong, maybe next door LA! Then I knocked twice before uncle answered us & open the door. I was proven right immediately when uncle open his door. As I walked in the house, my eyes was popping out & wild thoughts came to me again. I saw bed & pillows has blood stains. I am left with no choice & I have to clean up before I leave the house. (Normally, I am not observant at all!) I chose to be the painter, while we move the bed out... I saw so much weird stuffs... is it is it Bed BUGS???!!! Why we so lucky???
In this 1 room flat, there r 2 uncles staying in that house but one uncle is not at home.
Then got a English speaking auntie neighbor came over to complain to us the uncle house got BED BUGS not BEG BUDS!!! Of cos, our capable leader handle the English speaking auntie like a PRO but that auntie even want us to check the electric cables!??? WTF? She was telling my monkey leader that only one uncle lives in that house, so the uncle who open the door for us is telling us he stays with a imaginary friend? Ghost ah!!!
I was not brave enough to clear the BED BUDS cos I very scare moving bugs! They found many!!! I tried to clean the kitchen in scary mode. The whole pail of water is filled with BED BUGS dead bodies! Horrifying moments but I tell myself just do what I can for the uncle!
The 7 of us spend about 4hours to clean the whole house, not 100% clean but at least 100% better than before we start cleaning. We used bleach to bleach the house, call the organisers to help uncle to call MSW in charge of uncle to get pest control to wipe out the BED BUGS!!
A lot of thoughts running through my tiny monkey ๐ brain for this experience!
1. I am definately a fortunate unfortunate monkey cos at least I have Chubby hubby, my naughty mom & friends. I am gainfully employed. I enjoy good food & I get to travel.
2. People always thought Singapore has no poor people, they r totally wrong!
3. Will my brother end up like uncle one day? We never know what's our fate like in future..
4. Heard from that English speaking auntie that uncle has a son who visits him once in a blue moon but hack care him. Is this our life predestined? We never know why uncle's life ended up in this way? Is it because he did something terribly wrong that even his son didn't care for him? Is it because uncle wanted his life to be in this way?
5. I never never wanted my life to be like uncle. This volunteer work makes me understand that a lot of things can't be forced! Having a kid doesn't mean my life won't be like uncle, so I have decided that I do not need a kid or a animal to keep me company. Everyone of us will die on day, I can't leave my burdens when I am died.
6. Be thankful for every brand new day & able to see the sun again & again. Be contented for everything we have now, we can't have everything in this world to make us happy. Be kind even to people who wanted you to be miserable cos they are miserable themselves to make us miserable. Be happy ๐, smile; I always say "Happy also one day, not happy also one day, then why not being happy?!" Be Dory, forget the bad & remember the good!
7. Don't be shy to express your love, say "I love you" with a big hug to cheer your loved ones cos you never know when is the last "I love you" for them.
8. This is the MOST IMPORTANT one- BE HEALTHY!!!
After the event ended, we went back to NHCS to bath cos I found 2 BED BUGS on my monkey friend! I am so afraid to bring them home!
Thoughtful chubby hubby came to pick me up for high tea cos pass lunch time. We has high tea at Great World City at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao at 3.30pm. Can you imagine, a hungry man is a angry man! Indeed, Dory stepped on his tail & he was almost ๐ฃexplosion happened. I feel wronged ๐ง High tea was good, I am full & recharged. Then we went to get birthday gift for baby Chloe. Attending baby Chloe's BD celebration. So envy our friend who have great families & friends. I know my in-laws & chubby doesn't favors kid so finally I came to some sense & thoughts that I do not need to have a kid cos I won't be able to have such family support like others. Probably, my predestined fate is little family & friends support. Without a kid might be a better choice. Chubby hubby was right from the start, I am really a no plan, no brain Dory fish!
I am done with my random nonsensical blog thoughts!
Be happy, be thankful, be healthy, be kind & smile cos nothing is better than being Dory!
1/10 part of the requirement of PPA aka Personal Performance Appraisal is Volunteering work! Are you thinking WTH? This year, I took part in Singhealth Project groom over after some ups & downs during the enrolment. First, I was add in member as my monkey friend thought she needed 8 pax per group, however in actual fact, she only need 7 pax so I was rejected. Then she got dropout in her group due to work commitment so I was once again approached by my monkey friend & I say YES!!
Finally, the day came & I wasn't too prepared but luckily I bring my long glove.
When I reached the house that we are going to work on that day .. my monkey ๐ nose smelled pungent "cat shit or stale blood like mensus or dead cat" when I knocked on the door from outside!! Wild thoughts came to my monkey brain & I told myself I might be wrong, maybe next door LA! Then I knocked twice before uncle answered us & open the door. I was proven right immediately when uncle open his door. As I walked in the house, my eyes was popping out & wild thoughts came to me again. I saw bed & pillows has blood stains. I am left with no choice & I have to clean up before I leave the house. (Normally, I am not observant at all!) I chose to be the painter, while we move the bed out... I saw so much weird stuffs... is it is it Bed BUGS???!!! Why we so lucky???
In this 1 room flat, there r 2 uncles staying in that house but one uncle is not at home.
Then got a English speaking auntie neighbor came over to complain to us the uncle house got BED BUGS not BEG BUDS!!! Of cos, our capable leader handle the English speaking auntie like a PRO but that auntie even want us to check the electric cables!??? WTF? She was telling my monkey leader that only one uncle lives in that house, so the uncle who open the door for us is telling us he stays with a imaginary friend? Ghost ah!!!
I was not brave enough to clear the BED BUDS cos I very scare moving bugs! They found many!!! I tried to clean the kitchen in scary mode. The whole pail of water is filled with BED BUGS dead bodies! Horrifying moments but I tell myself just do what I can for the uncle!
The 7 of us spend about 4hours to clean the whole house, not 100% clean but at least 100% better than before we start cleaning. We used bleach to bleach the house, call the organisers to help uncle to call MSW in charge of uncle to get pest control to wipe out the BED BUGS!!
A lot of thoughts running through my tiny monkey ๐ brain for this experience!
1. I am definately a fortunate unfortunate monkey cos at least I have Chubby hubby, my naughty mom & friends. I am gainfully employed. I enjoy good food & I get to travel.
2. People always thought Singapore has no poor people, they r totally wrong!
3. Will my brother end up like uncle one day? We never know what's our fate like in future..
4. Heard from that English speaking auntie that uncle has a son who visits him once in a blue moon but hack care him. Is this our life predestined? We never know why uncle's life ended up in this way? Is it because he did something terribly wrong that even his son didn't care for him? Is it because uncle wanted his life to be in this way?
5. I never never wanted my life to be like uncle. This volunteer work makes me understand that a lot of things can't be forced! Having a kid doesn't mean my life won't be like uncle, so I have decided that I do not need a kid or a animal to keep me company. Everyone of us will die on day, I can't leave my burdens when I am died.
6. Be thankful for every brand new day & able to see the sun again & again. Be contented for everything we have now, we can't have everything in this world to make us happy. Be kind even to people who wanted you to be miserable cos they are miserable themselves to make us miserable. Be happy ๐, smile; I always say "Happy also one day, not happy also one day, then why not being happy?!" Be Dory, forget the bad & remember the good!
7. Don't be shy to express your love, say "I love you" with a big hug to cheer your loved ones cos you never know when is the last "I love you" for them.
8. This is the MOST IMPORTANT one- BE HEALTHY!!!
After the event ended, we went back to NHCS to bath cos I found 2 BED BUGS on my monkey friend! I am so afraid to bring them home!
Thoughtful chubby hubby came to pick me up for high tea cos pass lunch time. We has high tea at Great World City at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao at 3.30pm. Can you imagine, a hungry man is a angry man! Indeed, Dory stepped on his tail & he was almost ๐ฃexplosion happened. I feel wronged ๐ง High tea was good, I am full & recharged. Then we went to get birthday gift for baby Chloe. Attending baby Chloe's BD celebration. So envy our friend who have great families & friends. I know my in-laws & chubby doesn't favors kid so finally I came to some sense & thoughts that I do not need to have a kid cos I won't be able to have such family support like others. Probably, my predestined fate is little family & friends support. Without a kid might be a better choice. Chubby hubby was right from the start, I am really a no plan, no brain Dory fish!
I am done with my random nonsensical blog thoughts!
Be happy, be thankful, be healthy, be kind & smile cos nothing is better than being Dory!
Saturday, May 28, 2016
Random thoughts
Whenever I see an ambulance ๐ & paramedics attempting to save a life! I always feel emotional, random thoughts will flow in, tears at the customs & heart aching! I will be thinking life is really fragile, u & I can die any time, anywhere & any how!! Sometimes, we r "difficult to please humans" in the reality world. We tend to hate, think or plot how to get back at the person who bully us, talk back/ bad at that person etc. I must agree that during certain situations, we must stand up for ourselves, be assertive for ourselves/others, it doesn't mean we have to give in in all situations.
๐Calm down, deep breathing 3 times, clear ur mind then...if possible
๐Forgive & Forget
๐Give up HATE
๐Think of someone whom u loved the most & say "I love u ______(the person's name) & not forgetting to be thankfully that he/she is healthy & alive.
๐ Think of someone who is silly & have a good laugh & not forgetting to thank him/her for occupying ur memory space.
๐ๅฐไธไบๆจ, ๅคไธ็น็ฑๅๅฎฝๅฎน, ไฝ ๅฐฑๆฏๅพๅนธ็ฆ็ไบบ。
Question: "If that person never attempt to bully me or bully me, will I have evil thought or actions?"
Answer: You will not because most of the humans r kind in nature, it's the environment, experience & background that change them too.
Be kind if possible. When impossible, do what u need to do but remember don't regret. They r also someone else children.
Question: If I never punish him/her in my way then who will?
Answer: Someone will, the mighty will, u probably won't witness how he/she is being punished but does not mean no justice to u. Do u want others witness how u r being punished when u did something wrong? I wouldn't want.
I believe in Karma...
Karma will give u chance to change but Karma won't tolerate people who doesn't change for good.
Question: Then when will Karma punish the evils?
Answer: KPO ah?! Karma also busy one, he/she need to prioritize the seriousness of the case. Karma will definitely come, it's a matter of time. Don't doubt Karma's abilities or power!
Question: What will I get even if i do good, do forgive & forget whenever possible & be kind?
Answer: Wawawa... still want to negotiate ah? Good will return, accumulate good points & u may use during emergency.
Enough of this random "Lor soh" thoughts... I am going to work!
๐Calm down, deep breathing 3 times, clear ur mind then...if possible
๐Forgive & Forget
๐Give up HATE
๐Think of someone whom u loved the most & say "I love u ______(the person's name) & not forgetting to be thankfully that he/she is healthy & alive.
๐ Think of someone who is silly & have a good laugh & not forgetting to thank him/her for occupying ur memory space.
๐ๅฐไธไบๆจ, ๅคไธ็น็ฑๅๅฎฝๅฎน, ไฝ ๅฐฑๆฏๅพๅนธ็ฆ็ไบบ。
Question: "If that person never attempt to bully me or bully me, will I have evil thought or actions?"
Answer: You will not because most of the humans r kind in nature, it's the environment, experience & background that change them too.
Be kind if possible. When impossible, do what u need to do but remember don't regret. They r also someone else children.
Question: If I never punish him/her in my way then who will?
Answer: Someone will, the mighty will, u probably won't witness how he/she is being punished but does not mean no justice to u. Do u want others witness how u r being punished when u did something wrong? I wouldn't want.
I believe in Karma...
Karma will give u chance to change but Karma won't tolerate people who doesn't change for good.
Question: Then when will Karma punish the evils?
Answer: KPO ah?! Karma also busy one, he/she need to prioritize the seriousness of the case. Karma will definitely come, it's a matter of time. Don't doubt Karma's abilities or power!
Question: What will I get even if i do good, do forgive & forget whenever possible & be kind?
Answer: Wawawa... still want to negotiate ah? Good will return, accumulate good points & u may use during emergency.
Enough of this random "Lor soh" thoughts... I am going to work!
Sunday, April 17, 2016
ACP
Have anyone heard about ACP? ACP means advanced care planning, which mean to plan in advance of your wishes before u r incapable of making sounded decisions. Most people are reluctant or does not see the need to discuss about this topic. However, ACP is really important to ease your next of kin burden of being responsible to what they have decided on ur behalf when u do not have the ability to make the decision.
My wishes if I lost my capabilities to make sound decisions if I am critically or terminally ill.
1. I do not want active management if my prognosis is bad.
2. Donate whatever organs that is suitable person under the HOTA law. ( I am definitely scare of pain but when I left this world, it means my soul have left & what is left behind is only a body. Do do worry, I do not feel pain anymore after I left this world for good)
3. I do not need a grand last goodbye. There are many reasons, these includes: I do not have many friends (NICI friends not included). The last goodbye ceremony is too expensive. I just need some simple time with dear all before I have to go to a different world.
To be continue because of I am sleepy.
My wishes if I lost my capabilities to make sound decisions if I am critically or terminally ill.
1. I do not want active management if my prognosis is bad.
2. Donate whatever organs that is suitable person under the HOTA law. ( I am definitely scare of pain but when I left this world, it means my soul have left & what is left behind is only a body. Do do worry, I do not feel pain anymore after I left this world for good)
3. I do not need a grand last goodbye. There are many reasons, these includes: I do not have many friends (NICI friends not included). The last goodbye ceremony is too expensive. I just need some simple time with dear all before I have to go to a different world.
To be continue because of I am sleepy.
Sunday, April 10, 2016
I am little Durian aka ๅฐๆฆด่ฒ
Amanda played a interesting game with me on Friday while we have our dinner at "Chir Chir" at Chinatown point after our coincident meet up at the gym.
Her question was " think of a fruit that best describe u!"
My answer was "durian".
Durian is regarded by many people in Southeast Asia as the "king of fruits", the durian is distinctive for its large size, strong odour, and formidable thorn-covered husk.
What do u think?
Her question was " think of a fruit that best describe u!"
My answer was "durian".
Durian is regarded by many people in Southeast Asia as the "king of fruits", the durian is distinctive for its large size, strong odour, and formidable thorn-covered husk.
What do u think?
Friday, March 18, 2016
Hi mouth ๐ & eyes ๐
ไบบ่จๅฏ็ means "the tongue is not steel, yet it cuts".
็ ไปๅฃๅ ฅ, ็ฆไปๅฃๅบ means "illness enters by the mouth, trouble comes out by the mouth (idiom). A loose tongue may cause a lot of trouble". See how powerful our mouth can be, u can live happily ever after if u use it correctly. But, u can also die instantly or slowly or gradually or miserably if u use wrongly.
็ผ่งไธบๅฎ means "Seeing is believing". Well, correction to this statement at Monkey ๐ view- seeing doesn't mean u need to believe it because the truth can be hidden. People may suffer in silence if u believe "seeing is believing". People who acts well can convince people who has short or long- sighted. Hence, in a relationship, I believe mutual trust and speaking the truth is very important.
็ๆ็ผๅไบบ means "Cherish the present one". That's right, when u lost them permanently, u can't do anything for them til we meet again in the world.
ๅฏนๅซไบบไปๆ ๅฐฑๆฏๅฏน่ชๅทฑๆฎๅฟ means "To others of their own kind is cruel". Most of the time, my angel ๐ ๐ tell me to be kind to others but at times my ๐ ๐ tell me to other of their own kind is cruel then I will be evil towards the person who is bad also.
I am a person who doesn't have any talent or capabilities living in my own world most of the time. I only worry about my mom & brother because they are my only family members. My husband- no need to worry because he don't want to trouble me with his troubles most of the time & he is a capable person. I don't have much friends who confides in me with their problems. Work- sometimes gives me headache cos I know my limits but I believe I shall take 1 step at a time then I can overcome the hurdle.
Dearest ๅนธ็ฆ, don't forget about me.
็ ไปๅฃๅ ฅ, ็ฆไปๅฃๅบ means "illness enters by the mouth, trouble comes out by the mouth (idiom). A loose tongue may cause a lot of trouble". See how powerful our mouth can be, u can live happily ever after if u use it correctly. But, u can also die instantly or slowly or gradually or miserably if u use wrongly.
็ผ่งไธบๅฎ means "Seeing is believing". Well, correction to this statement at Monkey ๐ view- seeing doesn't mean u need to believe it because the truth can be hidden. People may suffer in silence if u believe "seeing is believing". People who acts well can convince people who has short or long- sighted. Hence, in a relationship, I believe mutual trust and speaking the truth is very important.
็ๆ็ผๅไบบ means "Cherish the present one". That's right, when u lost them permanently, u can't do anything for them til we meet again in the world.
ๅฏนๅซไบบไปๆ ๅฐฑๆฏๅฏน่ชๅทฑๆฎๅฟ means "To others of their own kind is cruel". Most of the time, my angel ๐ ๐ tell me to be kind to others but at times my ๐ ๐ tell me to other of their own kind is cruel then I will be evil towards the person who is bad also.
I am a person who doesn't have any talent or capabilities living in my own world most of the time. I only worry about my mom & brother because they are my only family members. My husband- no need to worry because he don't want to trouble me with his troubles most of the time & he is a capable person. I don't have much friends who confides in me with their problems. Work- sometimes gives me headache cos I know my limits but I believe I shall take 1 step at a time then I can overcome the hurdle.
Dearest ๅนธ็ฆ, don't forget about me.
Sunday, March 6, 2016
NR9811
In 1998, we met for the 1st time in NYP, we enrolled ourselves in DIN. After 3yrs, we made it to the "N" world. Almost 18 years of friendship, fond memories flowing into my mind when I meet them.
After so many years, we met again as old friends and our life's changes are different. WF + ZG = 4 (additional 2 boys in their life). NN + hubby = 3 (a beautiful daughter Millie in their wonderful life).
IV + VC = 2.
Each and everyone has our own unique characters. Each kid has their way to demand things they need and want. As a outsider, we can't comment too much, it is because they are not your kids and their parents did not say thing. We won't understand their situation as we are not in their shoes. Disciplining ourselves already requires a lot effort- our temptations towards yummiest sinful food or shopping thoughts or battle against the evil spirit at work or being happy etc...
Actually, I already know the fact- having a baby is never easy cos u need to be ready- physically & emotionally, ur financial must be stable and willing to sacrifice. Husband is always right, it's probably more sensible to have a dog than a kid cos of the current situation. Well, I am more certain now and decided that we should have black or golden dog or cat to be part of our baby family.
Now, I only wish I could have adequate good sleep to prepare myself for everyday brand new challenges.
After so many years, we met again as old friends and our life's changes are different. WF + ZG = 4 (additional 2 boys in their life). NN + hubby = 3 (a beautiful daughter Millie in their wonderful life).
IV + VC = 2.
Each and everyone has our own unique characters. Each kid has their way to demand things they need and want. As a outsider, we can't comment too much, it is because they are not your kids and their parents did not say thing. We won't understand their situation as we are not in their shoes. Disciplining ourselves already requires a lot effort- our temptations towards yummiest sinful food or shopping thoughts or battle against the evil spirit at work or being happy etc...
Actually, I already know the fact- having a baby is never easy cos u need to be ready- physically & emotionally, ur financial must be stable and willing to sacrifice. Husband is always right, it's probably more sensible to have a dog than a kid cos of the current situation. Well, I am more certain now and decided that we should have black or golden dog or cat to be part of our baby family.
Now, I only wish I could have adequate good sleep to prepare myself for everyday brand new challenges.
Thursday, February 4, 2016
2016- 1st set of AL!
1st set of AL in 2016.
AL started in 1st Feb til 5th Feb 2016 + Sat & Sun + 2 PH for CNY = a total of 9 days of AL in 2016. Good times flies. I am almost completing my 5 days. So emotional. Didn't do much on my AL though. A quick short meet-up cum simple dinner together with "solo-mates" & celebrating Pria BD. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SECONDARY FRIEND, probably my only secondary school friend left that I am still contacting. Of course, I am having a love-hate relationship for CNY. Spend spend $, eat eat many & changing of certain household items.
AL started in 1st Feb til 5th Feb 2016 + Sat & Sun + 2 PH for CNY = a total of 9 days of AL in 2016. Good times flies. I am almost completing my 5 days. So emotional. Didn't do much on my AL though. A quick short meet-up cum simple dinner together with "solo-mates" & celebrating Pria BD. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SECONDARY FRIEND, probably my only secondary school friend left that I am still contacting. Of course, I am having a love-hate relationship for CNY. Spend spend $, eat eat many & changing of certain household items.
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Listen...
Sometimes, I should have listen to Hubby for advice or else sometimes the ending might be ugly. Yesterday, Hubby asked me to call uncle 3 to ask him if he wants to order the Dining table & mattress but lazy me didn't do what he advices me. So today, Uncle 3 called me & sounded angry that I didn't call them. My Sunday morning started out not so good, nevertheless I have did some service recovery. I ordered the dining table & the mattress to be delivered on 20.1.16, just in time before CNY. Of cos, I also ordered my TV ๐บ finally & they will deliver on 10.1.16. Bonus, almost gone after fixing the window for the whole flat. Sianz. .. now have to work hard for the next 6months before the next bonus can say "Hi" to me.
Hubby also wasn't too happy with me cos I many mafan, ask him to pick up mom for lunch. I am thankful that he could do what I ask but I dare ask for too much. So after he send us back, I went back to BKP to get some groceries then take taxi home.
Friday, Saturday & Sunday is coming to an end so quickly. The "Emo-Me" came back to disturb me. I just have to endure & work for the next 4 weeks & then I am going for 1 week leave, away from work.
Sweet dreams to me, rest well & work diligently for the next 6 days.
Hubby on 2 weeks leave away from me. Take care.
Hubby also wasn't too happy with me cos I many mafan, ask him to pick up mom for lunch. I am thankful that he could do what I ask but I dare ask for too much. So after he send us back, I went back to BKP to get some groceries then take taxi home.
Friday, Saturday & Sunday is coming to an end so quickly. The "Emo-Me" came back to disturb me. I just have to endure & work for the next 4 weeks & then I am going for 1 week leave, away from work.
Sweet dreams to me, rest well & work diligently for the next 6 days.
Hubby on 2 weeks leave away from me. Take care.
Friday, January 1, 2016
Happy New Year!
Hi 1.1.2016, welcome!
Today, we went to Lido to watch "Star Wars".
Lunch- Pho Pork ball for me & beef combination for LC.
Dinner- indecisive, end up we bought 4fingers.
PH just gone without realising!
Today, we went to Lido to watch "Star Wars".
Lunch- Pho Pork ball for me & beef combination for LC.
Dinner- indecisive, end up we bought 4fingers.
PH just gone without realising!
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