Blog topic requested by LC-1: Where I want my LambChop to bring me?
I want my LC to bring me to his world 🌍. Epic answer?!! I always wanted to go to my LC's world. I feel I am from another planet trying to connect with him but it seems to be a dream. I know he is loving me with all he can with his heart, providing & fulfilling my wishes with his best resources. His way of letting me taking care of his finance is buying all things that I like. However, I am a very greedy Monkey who desires more than materialistic items. It's the soul connections, able to talk anything under the sun without withholding any words that worrying to hurt or anger each other. Probably, you will say..."Eeee, CMI aka cannot make it! Like some other gals who wished to control their the other half finance, I only wish to take care of my LC's finance & not control. To be more specific, it means knowing how much he earned, any winning or lose from his investments during friendly MJ or building axe. I guess he worries if I would nag, angry & "can't sleep"/ can't stop asking if I know the amount of investment he have done. Finance aka $💵is a sensitive topic to talk about actually. To me, it feels like a barrier between us. I am also learning to "let it go, let it go!" Stop my curiosity & interest in being finance minister. Hope I would succeed.
Places in Singapore: Go with LambChop :... so long never go beach, fly kite, bowling, ktv. Places that has live band, I am still thinking, add on when I have inspiration.
Bring me & mama go: Zoo, sentosa sea aquarium
As for which countries I want my LambChop to bring me? My answer will be lame... many lor! Wished to go many countries.
For example, 1)Taiwan-Taipei, Kending, etc, exploring their different parts of Taiwan, understanding their cultures, taste each places specialty. 2) Korea 3) Philippines 4)Japan 5)New Zealand 6) Europe 7) Australia 8) BKK
Not in alphabetical order, depends on mood, season, air-fare price,available leave etc.
What about my LambChop?
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Sunday, February 22, 2015
CNY 2015
CNY 2015 is just another day, another yearly festival, a love-hate relationship with CNY.
I loved CNY when I was young. My aunties, uncles will come to my Grandma house (my family stays with Grandma in a big kampong house in " Lim Chu Kang") to celebrate CNY. My mom's "PorPor" will bring us to Bukit Timah Beauty would to buy some new clothes & food for me, brother & family. I loved it. My mom will slaughter ducks, chickens & prepare to give my uncles & aunties. I get to play with cousins. After my Grandma passed away, all these activites gradually cease.
Over the years, I developed a Love-Hate relationship for CNY.
I have always envy people who has a big family who shares close bonding with each family members. I am not so lucky to be part of this group.
I have a unique mom.
I just wished to have a normal family, probably difficult in this life, maybe next life-please try again next life.
Last year, my dad passed away hence according to chinese customs, we are not allowed to celebrate CNY (Anyway, we don't celebrate CNY in my family). My unique mom doesn't understand why we can't celebrate CNY. My brother once again did not contribute to the CNY stuffs- not surprising at all, predictable! No reunion dinner is common in my BKP hse too! We went to 3rd uncle & Ah Yee house as per mom's request. As usual, commom questions arised- my cousin asked," when are u getting married?" Any plans for kids? Nothing much to say mah!
Occassionally, I would ask my LC- "Can u bring me along whenever he say he is going to his customer house?" I know his reply would be " Cannot cos it's work related ." This year, he brought me along to his friends house. Thank you for bringing me. I am not trying to be the gal who want to intrude your peaceful life. Just want to know. No need to bring me along next time. I had great fun. Thank you.
I loved CNY when I was young. My aunties, uncles will come to my Grandma house (my family stays with Grandma in a big kampong house in " Lim Chu Kang") to celebrate CNY. My mom's "PorPor" will bring us to Bukit Timah Beauty would to buy some new clothes & food for me, brother & family. I loved it. My mom will slaughter ducks, chickens & prepare to give my uncles & aunties. I get to play with cousins. After my Grandma passed away, all these activites gradually cease.
Over the years, I developed a Love-Hate relationship for CNY.
I have always envy people who has a big family who shares close bonding with each family members. I am not so lucky to be part of this group.
I have a unique mom.
I just wished to have a normal family, probably difficult in this life, maybe next life-please try again next life.
Last year, my dad passed away hence according to chinese customs, we are not allowed to celebrate CNY (Anyway, we don't celebrate CNY in my family). My unique mom doesn't understand why we can't celebrate CNY. My brother once again did not contribute to the CNY stuffs- not surprising at all, predictable! No reunion dinner is common in my BKP hse too! We went to 3rd uncle & Ah Yee house as per mom's request. As usual, commom questions arised- my cousin asked," when are u getting married?" Any plans for kids? Nothing much to say mah!
Occassionally, I would ask my LC- "Can u bring me along whenever he say he is going to his customer house?" I know his reply would be " Cannot cos it's work related ." This year, he brought me along to his friends house. Thank you for bringing me. I am not trying to be the gal who want to intrude your peaceful life. Just want to know. No need to bring me along next time. I had great fun. Thank you.
I don't understand!
To LIVE no matter how hard is life or to END to cease the sufferings? Which one needs more courage? I don't understand!? I have witnssed people i.e. jumping from high floor but actually he is under alcohol influence hence he might not know what he is doing! From newspaper reports on how people live to the fullest no matter how hard their live is, people who commit suicide or attempt to kill due to minor misunderstanding or thoughts/depression.
I don't understand! How do people conclude how their life should be ongoing or discontinued?
As a white angels, I have different encounters from the customers, their loved ones, the Healthcare workers & Drs etc. Some do their best to live for their loved ones & for themselves. Some can't be bothered. Some leave it to fate. Medical bills have become a heavy burden to some families. Seeking treatment is crucial, maintaining it take perseverance & good mentality to go on.
Why such a sad blog?
Just a thought!
Me?! What's my thought? I don't know! For now, I only wished my life would be simple. My mom would be healthy, free of pain, happy & no bad thought. My brother could think for himself, be a man who can care for himself, take care of his mom & be healthy.
I don't understand! How do people conclude how their life should be ongoing or discontinued?
As a white angels, I have different encounters from the customers, their loved ones, the Healthcare workers & Drs etc. Some do their best to live for their loved ones & for themselves. Some can't be bothered. Some leave it to fate. Medical bills have become a heavy burden to some families. Seeking treatment is crucial, maintaining it take perseverance & good mentality to go on.
Why such a sad blog?
Just a thought!
Me?! What's my thought? I don't know! For now, I only wished my life would be simple. My mom would be healthy, free of pain, happy & no bad thought. My brother could think for himself, be a man who can care for himself, take care of his mom & be healthy.
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Goodbye Horse Year!
In one hour's time, time to bid goodbye Mr/Ms Horse & welcome Mr/Ms Lamb!
Let's have a quick recap!
A lot of happenings!!! From CCU-> CTSICU->HF->NSCU->HF. Dad passed on 18/5/2014 am. Trip: Macau, HK, Japan. Missed a few events like 2wedding, 1 house warming, what else did I missed. No longer able to bond with my colleagues..... feels I am so "Just a hihi, bb friend"! Feels so out of place & ..... different! It allows me to understand, no pain= no gain, I did not do my part to maintain our friendship operation. Now need to deal with different job scope, maintain my "Shield" to prevent any damage & my safety. Goodbye Dad, u made me understand that ..."don't keep things unsaid & ask even though u know what tis outcome already. How about me? Too many till I can't remember. Health not so good...sick sick sick....My Bro who seldom helped home & worked like 24hours but doesn't seems to earn enough money. Giving my mom $10 makes my mom super happy!
Hubby... U r the person whom keep me going, always try ur best to appreciate me & tolerate me.
Looking forward for a better year with Mr/Ms Lamb.
Better health, hard to slim down til target: 50kg by end of Dec 2015.
Maintain a stable, communicative relationship with hubby. Wished Hubby could share more informations with me. Whenever I sees bad news on TV, I would wonder if the dead party or the living parties has any regrets? Looking forward Japan trip with Hubby.
Better adaptation to my current job with regards to working timing, Bosses, colleagues, higher management, working partners etc. I don't how long more before I can ditch the miserable thoughts or feelings.
Wished my Mom- good health, be a good girl & listen to me and don't disturb me so much.
That's all for me, update again if needed.
Happy lunar new year in 8mins time. Tq
Saturday, February 14, 2015
14 February 2015
Today is our 14th Valentine's Day since we started dating! Am I right?!
I am always being pampered by U like a Princess on this special day. Will there be more to come? I received a $20 worth red rose...stingy me was like...happy but EXpensive; not worth the price for 1 rose. Had my favourite Japanese restaurant at Far East Shopping centre...another $80. OMG!
U granted my wishes today... 1) Hairy monster tx, 2) Fave hotdog bread, 3) Far faraway threading service. Thank U!
U surprised me with MCM wallet....I loved it! Suit me! Brown & Cony soft toy set...despite EX, u bought for me...I like it!
Bad me...wanted to give a handmade card filled with mushy thoughts for U but I didn't have enough time to do it! i am bad at buying presents for u. Hope I can get something for u in September cos it is one of my favourite month of the year! Can U wait til September for ur pressie? Tell me what u wished for is even better.
Thank u for......Loving me............................& everything.
Monday, February 2, 2015
Hello February!
Times flies!!! It's February, one of my favourite month every year.
Cos...one of my longest friend's birthday on 1.2.15- Priscilla Tan. I have known her since 1994 when she came to my class with Teck Whye Secondary school uniform & being 1.7m tall gal. She is outstanding shiny gal who blocks my view of the blackboard on the first day if I was sitting behind her.
Cos...it's Valentines' time day. I had a surprised gift on Valentines' day ...maybe 10years ago when my silly Ex-BF send me a bouquet of red Roses. Now, I am already a OLD Ex-GF but "chomp" already by silly goose--flowers is really expensive and not that necessary to be given on V-day if not so Expensive! I know he already got me a pressie....hehehhe.....I know where is it!
Cos... Courts & Novena furniture store is going to send me my purchases on 8/2/15 dining table, & steamboat cum BBQ gadget for CNY.
Cos ... Singtel coming to fix a new telepline in Bukit Panjang.
Cos.... I am spending 3D2N in Macau with LC.
To be updated.
Cos...one of my longest friend's birthday on 1.2.15- Priscilla Tan. I have known her since 1994 when she came to my class with Teck Whye Secondary school uniform & being 1.7m tall gal. She is outstanding shiny gal who blocks my view of the blackboard on the first day if I was sitting behind her.
Cos...it's Valentines' time day. I had a surprised gift on Valentines' day ...maybe 10years ago when my silly Ex-BF send me a bouquet of red Roses. Now, I am already a OLD Ex-GF but "chomp" already by silly goose--flowers is really expensive and not that necessary to be given on V-day if not so Expensive! I know he already got me a pressie....hehehhe.....I know where is it!
Cos... Courts & Novena furniture store is going to send me my purchases on 8/2/15 dining table, & steamboat cum BBQ gadget for CNY.
Cos ... Singtel coming to fix a new telepline in Bukit Panjang.
Cos.... I am spending 3D2N in Macau with LC.
To be updated.
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Hi January 2015😆
OMG! January 2015 is ending soon! Time flies😕 Let's recap the wonderful events, happiest moments in January 2015!
1-3 January 2015: 3D2N Macau trip with LC. Fly there via Tiger 🐯 airline & stayed in Holiday Inn. Went to our usual place of interest, discovered " Margaret's cafe" but they are 🔐 closed for holiday. Bought "little cutie" X4, Espirit spree: denim skirt X2, top X4 & legging X1. The happiest thing is LC's investment is fine & I received some profit.
5 January 2015: Arranged Town Council to remove all unwanted furniture. Now, the house seems to be emptied. Well, new ones are purchased & it will be sent to the house in 8th Feb 2015.
6 January 2015: Supposed to meet Sölö boss & co-partner at Plaza but I got the meeting place wrongly. Suppose to be B.P. Plaza NOT Plaza Singapura😠
8 January 2015: LSCN- Passed with STRESS!!!
10 January 2015: My 1st Saturday work for 2015 cum New Year Party 2015. Plus "Dancing crabby" followed by "Rider's cafe dessert with my buddies friends! A enjoyable session. While waiting for our booking Cab, heard music notes from Marmalade cafe; a lived band playing songs that I know...loved it...can I come next time😉!?? Hahah...
18 January 2015: Painting room walls & ceiling for $260 + part time helper cleaning the kitchen & toilet for $40 for 3hrs- overall good; good to have someone to help me clean the house but of course I did some cleaning too.
22 January 2015: NCSC term 2 examination. ..wasn't fully prepared but took the rest. ...results to be updated when out...pray for a PASS cos I hugged the Buddha leg super last minute & tight.
24 January 2015: One of my happiest day in January...it's Our long waited Prudential sponsored Photo shoot at One Fulluton Hotel at 2-3pm. Had a wonderful & delicious lunch before we meet the photographer, Stan... I have forgotten his name! We paid $63 for 30-50 photos edited & they will deliver in 4-6weeks time. Looking forward to see the end product. It was a fun session, thank you dear Mr Rain for the fine weather. Thank you hubby for the special pressie for January. I am going to order canvas print when the CD arrives. La lalala. ...
24-25 January 2015: Staycation in Capella Singapore with my Sölö friends. Hubby was very thoughtful to send me there even though he wasn't in his best mood due to his hectic work stress. The place was beautiful & tranquil for relaxation. We had high tea at the "library ", dinner at RWS then a not so good sleep due to the tapping of the computer 💻. Having a wonderful $50 breakfast at the hotel the next morning. Enjoyed a Swedish massage 💆... I had great fun, thank you all & special thanks to hubby for making me his pampered 👸 princess.
26 January 2015: Hihi...flu, sore throat & feverish...no thanks for coming to visit me...took panadol & vitamin C to avoid seeing them.
27 January 2015: Supposed to run 🏃 but avoided cos I am sick for real. Appetite decreases a little but I went to eat my favourite expensive porridge with "sashimi" with hubby... definitely delicious la! Went back home after. Got another wonderful pressies... new Hallmark fitted sheet & quilt and firm Simmons nex gen pillow! So nice!!! Didn't want to wake up when the alarm rings, got to snooze for a few times before I left home for work. What a wonderful gift 🎁. Love 😍 you hubby for pampering me so much, don't stop, never give up...to give me surprises...only good ones accepted. ..okay!!!
1-3 January 2015: 3D2N Macau trip with LC. Fly there via Tiger 🐯 airline & stayed in Holiday Inn. Went to our usual place of interest, discovered " Margaret's cafe" but they are 🔐 closed for holiday. Bought "little cutie" X4, Espirit spree: denim skirt X2, top X4 & legging X1. The happiest thing is LC's investment is fine & I received some profit.
5 January 2015: Arranged Town Council to remove all unwanted furniture. Now, the house seems to be emptied. Well, new ones are purchased & it will be sent to the house in 8th Feb 2015.
6 January 2015: Supposed to meet Sölö boss & co-partner at Plaza but I got the meeting place wrongly. Suppose to be B.P. Plaza NOT Plaza Singapura😠
8 January 2015: LSCN- Passed with STRESS!!!
10 January 2015: My 1st Saturday work for 2015 cum New Year Party 2015. Plus "Dancing crabby" followed by "Rider's cafe dessert with my buddies friends! A enjoyable session. While waiting for our booking Cab, heard music notes from Marmalade cafe; a lived band playing songs that I know...loved it...can I come next time😉!?? Hahah...
18 January 2015: Painting room walls & ceiling for $260 + part time helper cleaning the kitchen & toilet for $40 for 3hrs- overall good; good to have someone to help me clean the house but of course I did some cleaning too.
22 January 2015: NCSC term 2 examination. ..wasn't fully prepared but took the rest. ...results to be updated when out...pray for a PASS cos I hugged the Buddha leg super last minute & tight.
24 January 2015: One of my happiest day in January...it's Our long waited Prudential sponsored Photo shoot at One Fulluton Hotel at 2-3pm. Had a wonderful & delicious lunch before we meet the photographer, Stan... I have forgotten his name! We paid $63 for 30-50 photos edited & they will deliver in 4-6weeks time. Looking forward to see the end product. It was a fun session, thank you dear Mr Rain for the fine weather. Thank you hubby for the special pressie for January. I am going to order canvas print when the CD arrives. La lalala. ...
24-25 January 2015: Staycation in Capella Singapore with my Sölö friends. Hubby was very thoughtful to send me there even though he wasn't in his best mood due to his hectic work stress. The place was beautiful & tranquil for relaxation. We had high tea at the "library ", dinner at RWS then a not so good sleep due to the tapping of the computer 💻. Having a wonderful $50 breakfast at the hotel the next morning. Enjoyed a Swedish massage 💆... I had great fun, thank you all & special thanks to hubby for making me his pampered 👸 princess.
26 January 2015: Hihi...flu, sore throat & feverish...no thanks for coming to visit me...took panadol & vitamin C to avoid seeing them.
27 January 2015: Supposed to run 🏃 but avoided cos I am sick for real. Appetite decreases a little but I went to eat my favourite expensive porridge with "sashimi" with hubby... definitely delicious la! Went back home after. Got another wonderful pressies... new Hallmark fitted sheet & quilt and firm Simmons nex gen pillow! So nice!!! Didn't want to wake up when the alarm rings, got to snooze for a few times before I left home for work. What a wonderful gift 🎁. Love 😍 you hubby for pampering me so much, don't stop, never give up...to give me surprises...only good ones accepted. ..okay!!!
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