Wednesday, September 30, 2015

25 minutes

As I listen this song- "25 minutes", sweet memories flashes in my mind & warms my heart. My hubby used to sing this song for me to tuck me to bed. I can't remember when is the last time though. Perhaps, he is too busy to do that for me le! I am not complaining!

Nah... nvm... I have it in my music library, I can enjoy it anytime I want.

Today is the last day of my favorite month ... good bye September 2015. I will end it by doing my favourite hobby. .. shopping πŸ˜† lol!!! A great excuse to shop!

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Happy Birthday!

27/9/15
LC surprised me with a birthday party at Ion TCC celebration with Anne, Bel & their kids.

LC say will fetch me on 27/9/15 for dinner at TCC at 5.30pm. I was late. We parked at Wheelock place. We proceed to Taka for pre-dinner shopping. I wanted to buy a Lojel carry on suitcase with my taka voucher. However, I actually don't need for now. So I request for a hotdog bread instead. But I can sense something fiery cos LC say "whole day I haven eat anything & I am hungry!" I realize something not right, so I quickly proceed to TCC for dinner. I wasn't suspicious at all! Then I sense something is going to happen... & I saw my Minions friends & kiddos sitting there waiting for me. C asked me, "why are you so slow?" Basically, I can't see my own expressions at all cos I am not a expressive type of person. I was really happy. They got for my favourite sunflower, unicorn, love & star balloon combi for me... on my birthday & I am so happy cos it's so pretty!!! Dinner followed by a mini Birthday cake & not forgetting a birthday song for me.

Thank you for the awesome birthday celebration!!!

Of course, after dinner we head home to look for my Birthday present la!!!

I was surprised by the 3rd Babymonmon purchase as requested by me few months ago, a Lesportsac sling bag & a angbao to shop at M'ysia this thursday!

Thank you all for making my Birthday beautiful & I felt loved!

Saturday, September 26, 2015

Hello September!!!

I am on annual leave, on holiday on September 2015.

Hello Taiwan, thank you for having me!

Dear LC, thank you for arranging to fly SQ to Taiwan, free accommodation with FOC breakfast and free meals also. I only need to spend $ to buy things for myself. It's one of the best present that I have this year.

I loved Taiwan. I hope I can come again soon.

Day 1
Reached Changi Airport at 7am via taxi, check in & fly to Taiwan via SQ.
Reached Tao Yuan Airport at 1pm, change NT $ at airport  (better rate compare to Singapore)
Exit, look for prepaid calling card-done. Took bus 1960 to Grand Hyatt Taipei that cost me NT $145 & I saved NT $1100.
Safely reached the right hotel.
Proud of myself.

Rest.
Shopping.

Day 2
LC bring me go gai gai.

Day 3
Out alone, went to Taipei 101, Eslite which I spend almost the whole day for just the 2 of the shopping mall.
Rest.
Out for dinner at Wang steak... yummiest set dinner, worth the price.

Day 4
Out alone, took train ZhongXiao Fuxing Sogo... spend most of my money there.
Bought Famous Ah Zhong rice flour noodle.
Took cab back cos too tired to walk.
Rest.
Went to neighborhood shopping mah & I found Totoro shop... so big, loved it... felt cheated at Sogo also cos the Totoro puzzle & frame is so much cheaper. Damn! Angry abit. But it's ok la!
Hotpot dinner... yummiest supper.
Fat die me.

Day 5
Going back to Singapore, flight at 5.45pm.
Bye bye Taiwan... hope to c u soon

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Too Many!

Lately, too many things happened that made me sad πŸ˜”
Sometimes somethings are meant to happen, & it happens for a reason, it might out of our control.
I am too tired😴 & my little πŸ™ˆ monkey heart πŸ’š might not be able to take it.

A's boy boy passed away at such a young age, 5, only 5. However, he is in a better place called Heaven with a guardian angel πŸ˜‡ & we will see him again. Devastated, devastating for their family & friends. Even though, I met the boy less than 5 times but it's so heart aching when I visited him in the hospital & attending his funeral. I wanted to visit A & his boy on last week, the visit was delayed due to my own events. Last Friday,  I planned to visit A & boy during lunch or after work & after I settled my mom. But on that day, I feel so uneasy & I was lucky that my friend, A.W. sms me to ask me out for lunch. I asked A.W. to go visit A & boy, she agreed. We took cab & I bought some fruits for them to boost their sugar level. Otw there, my friend B sms saying that A's boy's ECG showed asystole! I was in shock! We rushed there, while standing outside the room, my tears were on standby as I hold them back. When I saw his rhythm & I don't know what to do. When I saw A & her family, I was sad. I found a chance to step ahead to hug A, wanted to give her some comfort but I couldn't hold my tears 😭 back & I cried so much cos I know how much they loved him. Attending A's boy funeral on the sat, on my working sat, I couldn't concentrate on my work, wished to be with A's side no matter how little help I can render but my presence can support her.

I remembered myself being alone in the hospital, staying beside my dad's bedside watching him leave me, from morning,  afternoon, midnight then next morning alone was so painful. Being daughter, it might not be the best option for him cos all his life, he is worried for his son. I wished my dad won't be alone suffering, waiting for his turn to leave this world. I thought I am strong, I am prepared for his departure but I was wrong. I couldn't talk over the phone, choked on my tears 😭.

I am not afraid to be alone when I eat, shop but I don't like the feeling of sleeping alone cos feel so sad πŸ˜” like nobody love me.

Today Boss called for an urgent meeting, didn't have a good about it. Yes, it's not something good that he wants to announce. He is troubled by his personal family life. His marriage is on the rock, divorce is something that might happen. 3rd party is involved. His mom is also making his life difficult & he need psychological counselling. He is so successful in his career but family is neglected. He missed alot of precious moments of family life.
It's not for us to judge someone because this happens cos every family has their own problems. He is someone I respect when comes to work, he delicate 100% to those under his care. I wished things will be fine for him. Emotional stress is never easy to deal with.
I am 75%  lucky in my marriage. My husband loves me whole heartedly... at least that's how I feel. His tolerance towards me, my character & showering me all the things that he can get for me. With my special family situation, he is able to support me as much as he can so that I will be less stress. Thank you for being there for me. I love you.

Friday, August 21, 2015

See u again!

Anne's 2nd son, Blythe is a special boy whose heart structures is different from us. He is cheerful, smiley & loves foods. 

I was planning to visit Anne after work or tomorrow. However, I felt uneasy for not going to see Anne and her boy. 

Thursday, August 20, 2015

Every mom's wish

Every mom's wish...
I guess almost 100% ... their wish is their kid is healthy & free of any illness.

I remembered that Anne's 2nd son needs some cardiac surgery due to comgenital condition some time this year but I didn't follow up. Plus recently, I am too pre-occupied with my mom's admission & discharge care.

I am sad to hear the bad news after surgery, he needs ECMO. Such a young boy & he need to go through so much.

Dear all Gods, please help Anne's 2nd son. Please PRAY for him. Please be healthy. A miracle is wished upon to help Blythe to get well.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Monkey Friend :)

I have a monkey friend...
Her name is Bel...
One of my few friend...
FAQs...

Me: Why u be my friend?

Bel: Cos i chose to b yr fren.Esp aft i saw u at PS alone. And aft i attend yr ROM. I wanted 2b yr fren. U were there 4me quietly also 10yrs ago when i was down. Giving me support.

Me: Thankfully u came even if u r so busy with work, with ur own emotions, with ur own happiness & sadness.

Bel: Jus felt tt i needed to see u & yr mum la. No need to thank. Actually when i saw yr mum jus nw was a lil emo. i will be sad also if anything happen to her. But glad tt she is her usual self. Im not close to my mum. I cant really talk to my mum either. Envious tt ur close to yr mum though she drives u crazy also. If mon, need me to pick u & her home jus let mi kn k.

I am putting this whatsapp sms in my blog to remind myself...
I am a fortunate monkey who has a monkey friend who cares for me genuinely & didn't judge me based on my background or character.
U warmth my little monkey heart.
We had Burger King as late dinner. Share with me the good news- u r promoted to NC 1! Happy for u. U sent me home with ur too fast too furious driving skills, I e-brake with my legs, scare the hell of me.
I call this type of friendship... FATE... hahhaa...
Thank u!
I wish... U will happy & healthy. U & LC have a new beginning.