Saturday, February 8, 2014

Finally, CTSICU!

Yes! Finally I'm posted to CTSICU for real! June 2013, higher management suddenly want to start job rotation & e everyone is sadden by the news! Brave or crazy Monkey volunteered herself! I wonder if she has considered it for real or sacrifice herself so that her other colleagues no need to go? Probably, she just want a change of environment cause she is stagnate at her usual comfort zone for 9years? It was being postponed til the higher management confirms it in October! Initially, she & one more colleague "Z"  supposed to go 2/12/13 but due to technical problem...Monkey is delayed til 27/1/14!

Monkey is obviously scared cos she knows her standards, limited amount of brain cells, poor PR skills, timid "cat", worry alot etc! Having Snr, some more clinical name tag, ppl has so much higher expectations! People tends to compare Monkey & "Z" performance.

Monkey's roster is super good...work 3days them off 4days due to CNY. However, she didn't have much luck as predicted by her Zodiac. The following week, monkey worked for 5days then she is off 4days & 5days AL! Being thrown alone one day to do SSRR due to less manpower so, monkey have to do it cos it's her assignment & the best thing, they assigned another staff who doesn't know the JD! Ok, then don't blame me if I made alot of mistakes cos I never do it alone before! hahaaa...And they also me to be number 2 for a room! I feel very bad towards the SSN M because I didn't manage to help him. instead, create some mafan for him. He can't scold me cos he understands my situation. Poor thing. PM IC SSRR was a SEN/PEN... she wasn't happy with my performance. So she helped me tell sister, how can put me alone with someone is of same standard as me. So next day, SEN/PEN was tagged with me n I was supposed to it alone under supervision! I manage to get a pass. And the next next day, I was tag with another EN (better wavelength) & I feel more confident & better understand the Job scope of SSRR! Thanks!

Manage to learn abit of Number 2 job scope cos they soon will assign me to be one! Luckily, manage to be assigned to SSN P & SN A who help me to have a better understanding of the work flow of number 2! Number 2 must always stand on Left side of the patient!!! Don't like, we work as a team, WHY must set this kind of rule? I'm very lucky to get a Very Nice Preceptor who is most popular in CTSICU!

I realised that people always say bad mouth someone else behind their back,esp their NC! For eg. SNM also don't what happen in CTSICU, promoted(SSN-> NC) then forget to put themselves in the ground level's shoe, hugging FAME & AUTHORITY etc!!! Actually, we do it everyday! Hahaaa.... I willjust work then go home, avoid this evil teachings to influenced me. My ex-SNM say...learn all the good thing, don't learn the bad things. 

Everyday, the most common QUESTIONs that I get from my new colleagues is "Why U want to come to CTSICU? U chose or Management? How long is ur job rotation? 1year? or longer? I am not sure whether my answer is  politically correct anot: job rotation so I come! Just leave me alone! What do think of CTSICU? Very different from CCU hor? More fast pace? More line? More complicated? .....................Don't ask me compare now cos I just work 8days! 

After I have worked for 8days in CTSICU, I give myself a new nice name.....beep...beep...beep...road-block IBH!! Jia you!! Another 351days to one year! Who know? I like the place & decide to stay for good!

Don't know who is good or BAD colleagues! Don't know who I can trust or talk to? Don't who is a bad stabber or wearing fake mask? Shall observe & keep low profile n don't step on people's tail! How to cos I have limited brainy brain cells! LOL! Fighting!!!!!!

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