Difficult decisions to make 

Wish came true

Daddy bring me to eat CRAB & eat it wif me with his Bare hands!!! Wow....monkey Tan need to Blog it proudly to remember this SpeciAL day(170110). So touched!!! D crab taste so sweet & fresh!

Unstable

I'm living aimlessly?! No aim/plans/goal....just repeating d same routine everyday & sometimes regrets for not doing particular things on one fine day! Subsequently, slowly become more lazy, unstable mood, emotional & sometimes Dislike myself for being like this! Still, not doing anything to change d way I live my life! It's hard for a Libra monkey to set aims/plans/goals.....I'm so undecisive, lazy & boring with no ambitions!!!

I've decided...Nx time when I've something in mind for a particular situation den I should say out tactfully. The outcome/situation may be better or I may feel better rather than feeling guilty & stupid for not saying out!

New year 2011 resolutions.......
1) Be happy
2) Be < lazy & > hardworking 
3) Plan something for myself & make it come true
4) Talk sense & voice out my "Stupid"/ "Clever" opinion(s)
5) Exercise
6) Eat nice food , buy nice clothes/shoes/accessories
7) Treat my VIP in my life better
8) Read books to improve myself (evilsay...sure anot!? Dun buff) 
9) Pray that my supervisor(s) & colleague(s) will less dislike me, jus neutral will do

For now, there are 8, more resolutions to come.....

Phuket trip 22-25 Dec 2010

Day 1: Took "metered taxi" @ 450Baht to Bann Yuri Resort! After settle down, we went to Jungceylon in Patong. We had Japanese food at Fuji restaurant :) dumplings, salmon sushi, ramen, hot tea & plain water...it's was delicious except d "crabstick sushi :(, d price is reasonable, if I were to go back phuket, I'll definitely go back & eat it again! We did some shopping around d shopping centre...bought some stuffs (Bra & Panty) & my Piglet HP cover! :( haiya, regret for not buying d mickey mouse HP cover too! We walk towards Patong beach to look for dinner spot without knowing exactly d directions.




Finally, we settle down to have steamboat cum BBQ buffet at roadside, d food was alright to fill our stomach. After dinner, we started to walk back to our resort, daddy asked me if I'm tired & want to take cab anot BUT stingy me doesn't want to spend d cab $ to go back. We stopped at a minimart & bought a drink. The taxi guy ask us if we want to take cab back to resort & offered 200baht! I only have 170baht & d person pretend to MR NICE guy & say OK la! He made a round about & go straight & "UP THE HILL"(EMPHASIS) & reached our resort!!! WTH?!! Feels like ganna cheated!!! Otw back to resort, daddy asked me how much $ left then I told him, I spend almost all! Daddy ("scatch head") & asked...U should still have 2000Baht?!! Me (Puzzled;scatch head!!)...What?! I don't have that much left. I did a thorough search for sometime & even calculate d amount spent. Then I was looking for receipt for d exchange rate but I can't find it anywhere.....d only place left is d rubbish bin.....so I went to look inside d rubbish bin & d 2000baht is inside!!! It's like thrown inside like a "crushed" rubbish! Hahhaaaa.... :> I'm so damn happy like a bird, flying proudly to tell daddy.

PS: Daddy, thanks for nagging at me, if not I won't be searching for d "missing 2000baht" :)))





Day 2: Had morning breakfast at d resort, yummy fav toasted bread wif butter & strawberry Jam, omelette was warm & delicious while other food taste normal. After that we went to Patong beach area to shop area & den took "tutut" (450baht)to Central Festival Phuket. I bought some Winnie Pooh serving plates, cups & Hello kitty Plates too wif 10% discount on Winnie d Pooh items, 1 T-shirt for Brother, 1 ZARA top. We r so lucky to eat at this "SuKiShi"(Charcoal grill & Japanese restaurant) coz ALL food items r on 50% discount!!! I loved the food :>>> YUMMY+++ Thumbs UP... I want to go back there to EAT again :))) We also went to Big C & Tesco Lotus...bought 1 bra & 2 underwear...quite worth buying. , tibits & birdnest. We took Taxi 500baht back to up the hill resort.


After that, we went to Patong beach again to shop & bought a Banana chocolate Pancake & had dinner at Sweet restaurant.....d green curry, Pah Thai was nice :)

Time flies.....it's 3rd day of d trip lo.....woke up at 6plus & prepare to go to.....





PHI PHI island tour.....EXCITED!!! They pick us up at 7am in d morning & drove abt an hr & we reached d Jetty. We met d crew Jenny, Max & errmmm...can't remember d name of d person who operate d yacht & d rest of d participant. Before we board d yacht, we r instructed to take off off our foot wear & they'll return to us at d end of d adventure! D yacht was beautiful & cosy too! Jenny & Max was sharing with us d experience & places names as we drove into d BIG sea.....it's a nice & sunny weather. We had sunnyblock on our face & body to prevent sunburn. I look as I'm seasick when we reach our 1st destination & a kind lady offered "gum" to chew on. We alight from d yacht & have 1/2hr to take photos, play with water & we r served with freshly cutted fruits like pomelo, pinapple, dragonfruit, watermelon & also banana cake...it's was delicious :) We set off to another area to snorkeling :>>> I was so scare but d crew was very helpful & nice to help me along. Well equipped wif snorkel & facemask, life jacket & a floating board.....finally i was in d water. Jenny patiently taught me how to snorkel & I saw so many beautiful fishes :))) We had a picnic at one of d beach.....we had fried rice, pasta, potato salad, salad, chicken slice, chips, pies & my fav soft bread.....yummy..... After Lunch we went to monkey beach & 2nd snorkeling session.....of coz I'm still scared but I still sucesfully went to see alot of fishes !!! We stopped at a beach to have a beer & fruits(Papaya, watermelon, pinapple, rock melon plus kit kat & fruit cake) session again before we head back to d shore.....Heheee...I think i ate alot :)) We went back to d resort & had some rest before our finally shopping around Patong beach at night. We wanted to catch some fireworks but suddenly it starts to rain at 10.30pm.....so we went back to resort via FOC resort transfer.

Day 4: Home sweet home!!!

I'm feeling.......

It has quite a while since I last posted my wishful thinking that might not happen in real lift. Read a post in d newspaper my Christorpher Lee...he put on 7kg!!! He mentioned that his blood group is O+, likes to eat meat & high carbohydrates food.....sound like me!!! This month, I've been thinking of eating meat!!! Omg?! Nv even exercise once this month & in 2 more days, is end of November!!! I shall comfort & fool myself with reasons like.....blame it on auntie visit(good appetite, many cravings), stress emotionally & physically at Wk ( eat to destress to prevent depression), happenings at home like dad hospitalized, mom bully me :( etc.... Whatever!!! Going to be FAT monkey?!

Sometimes, we really need to b in their role in order to understands others better! But when we realise that may indicates that we've regretted for making that decision. We may be guilt minion!!! I can't turn d clock back to mend d situation that I've created, I can only do my best to "stitch up" d already created wound. I want to remind myself do Yr best in making decision, conversion & etc. I just pray that my "close friend" will try to understand my situationS. My WISHES..... Hope my dad can come home safely.

Sleepzzzz

Determination

DETERMINATION!!!! I need u badly to have some savings when I'm old & can't work long hours & no children! It's going to be very tough but I hope I can do it! Lesser entertainment & nonsense stuff, eat cheaper etc... Let's see!! I will start on October. We will evaluate in 2months time on my progress.

My thoughts

27 August'10

Went to taka shopping wif Belinda for my birthday present. But end up I'm not happy coz I realized something. I've  very monkey hand coz i touch all d wallets but still can't make up my mind. Belinda show mi "face", jus like LC! Haizz... Now den I realize that y I feel happier to buy things alone! I take my own sweet time to choose, touch & buy at my own pace. I dun need to worry if I'm wasting other pple's time & dun make pple upset. I can accompany pple to choose but vice verse. Good! Now den realize. 

28 August' 10

Elaine's hens party at Sentosa Siloso area.  
The theme color is Pink but I dun hv time to buy so I wear what I can find & end up I look so furni as usual, but who cares rite as long as I like! I'm responsible for balloon part & take some nice pictures & EAT! It's quite scary, challenging & U must b abit drunk to b more brave. Overall, had great fun with Siti, Walla, Mirana, Jessie & Regine.

Life is not "FAIR"?! Do u agree? Do u disagree? What r yr rationale?! Why?!
At different stage of life, u may hv different friends? Why is it so?!
So grumpy due to?!! Wahahaa